I am soooo stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!
For
the past six months Andrew had been unemployed and been the "stay at
home dad." Now, I KNOW of a great stay at home dad and thought this
would be great for Andrew, he's just not really office quality, and
being able to do his green theory architecture studies would be fine.
It also meant, and he KNEW! that it would also mean that he would keep
the house clean and tidy. Maybe I've pissed and moaned about this a few
times already in the past, but he just wouldn't keep up his end of the
deal and I was paying him to lay around and be a dead beat. I hadn't
realized how bad the situation was.
He had been not properly caring
for Cam, not abuse or real neglect, but he would take Cam to school
wearing the same clothes three days in a row--and not notice! Or his
face would be covered in filth(that mysterious film that little kids
get all over themselves) nothing really big, but it was probably
constantly. I guess I have little excuse, too. I mean, I could have set
out the clothes for Cam the night before(which had been my habit) I did
give Cam a good wash down at least nearly every Sunday before school.
But for the most part I left it to Andrew since I had to be at work at
7am and everyone was still asleep when I left.
I should have known
after the hospital bills that Andrew would screw this up too(btw- he
conveniently forgot to fill out the financial aid papers for the
hospital bills until the dead line was over and done with, lost most of
the info and had me convinced he was doing everything in his means to
get it taken care of, until I started getting calls from collection
agencies)
Tomorrow I have a visit from the government to review us.
What makes me sick is that I scrubbed my butt off and had my friend
come over to help and he had the nerve to tell us while he laid on the
couch that we were over reacting. I am so sick of him right now. And he
is letting me have the house to myself to finish cleaning up tonight
while he's at his mom's house.
I have no idea what to expect
tomorrow when they come. Andrew called the office to make the
appointment when he's at work and I'll be myself I fear. Maybe it's
better that way, he has a really great way of making people upset.
While I don't know how much longer I'll be here,
Please keep us in your thoughts tomorrow so I can hopefully keep my little boy.
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